Epic Fail

Gosh... I really feel like a failure. Like, when I was a kid, I had all these dreams. I dreamed I would marry an undeserving millionaire and divorce him and take half his cash and then marry for love. Bahaha. Yes, I'm pretty sure that was me. But still, I wanted to be a judge, but then realized I had to be a lawyer first and changed my mind. I wanted to be a doctor, but there is just so much school involved. I want to be healthy, but working out takes so much effort. I want to be a counselor, but the fear of failing overwhelms me. It appears as though I am very afraid of failure. Well, if FDR had it, and there is nothing to fear but fear itself, then why can't I get that into my thick skull? I'm probably afraid. I have been trying to blog for centuries... ok, no, not centuries, but quite a while. Keyword: Try. From the wise words of Yoda himself, "do or do not there is no try". I try, and when I fail, I tell myself, at least I tried. NO! This is not acceptable, and shouldn't be. I deserve to do, for me. I scare myself out of accomplishing my own dreams. Now, I'm madly in love with someone without a monetary fortune;)